Sunday, March 30, 2014

It's been so long since I have written you. I'm very sorry for that. I still talk to you everyday. You are always in my thoughts, and I speak your name every single chance I get. Two days ago, your Uncle Adam, and your Aunty Amanda gave birth to a tiny and perfect little Angel. She was so precious. Her name is Isabella Angel Leighton. My heart breaks for them, because I know exactly how they are feeling. I wish I could just take their pain away. Seeing that beautiful baby brought up so many emotions that I have been suppressing. I miss you so much Jaida!! And I miss Isabella. I felt so honored that Amanda chose me to be her God Mother. I also helped pick her name. (Well the shortened version)  Jaida, can you please ask Jesus to comfort your Uncle and Aunt?? And also please take good care of sweet Isabella. She is another star in the sky. I miss you and her with all of my heart and soul. I cannot wait to be with you both. Until that day comes, I will never forget you both. You have taken a piece of me with you and I will never be whole until I am there in Heaven with you.
Oh yeah, I'm getting my Jaida bear soon!! Finally!! I cannot wait to give it a big hug <3
I love you and Isabella to the moon and back!!
Love,
Mommy