Holidays just aren't the same without you here with us. It hit me like a ton of bricks lastnight. I cried until I was cold and shaking. I sobbed out loud. It's crazy, the love a mother has for her child. I miss you terribly. You are always on my mind.
I read on the hopemommies fb that grieving is silent, it is just thoughts, but mourning is vocal. Every month, when it nears the first, My body remembers. Aches for you.
Your big sisters went trick or treating yesterday. Jenna was Dorothy from the Wizard of Oz, and Katie was little red riding hood. It was rainy and windy, but they got tons of candy!! I would have dressed you up as a pumpkin. You would have been so cute!!
Lastnight, I prayed that Jesus would snuggle with you and give you a kiss for me. I bet you're a snuggle bug. I can't wait until the day that I get to hold you again!! I love you so much Jaida.
Jaida Grace Leighton was born on September !st, 2010 at 2:00 am in Phoenix, AZ. She weighed 6lbs. 10oz. and was 19 1/2 inches long. Jaida passed away 38 minutes later. This is my story of life after losing her.
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