So grown up

I just realized how grown up your big sisters are for their age. They are wise beyond their years!! For being only 6 and 4, they are my support, my backbone. They have taken on the role of being my comforter when I am sad. I also realized that I take a lot for granted. I am blessed to have been able to have 3 beautiful children!! Even if one isn't here with me, but watching from above instead. Jaida, you have opened my eyes to a world of blessings around me. You have made me want to be a better person. You have taught me how to love, and to live. And yet, I have never had the pleasure to meet you.
Today you would have been 1 year and 2 months old. I miss you more every passing day, but as each day passes I know that it's a day closer to seeing you again!! Until then my sweet Angel...
Mommy loves you