Your Dad called lastnight

Jaida, I forgot to mention that your dad called lastnight. He finally got the message that I sent him on facebook. I only saw him 3 times after you died. I guess he was trying to avoid the fact that you didn't make it a whole hour in this world. It was so easy for him, just to go on like it never happened. Why would he call in the middle of the night instead of at a regular hour in the day to make a phone call?? Maybe it was just because he knew that I would tell him that I was sleeping, and he could feel a little better for trying at all. I guess it's your big sister Vanessa's birthday. She turned 16 today. When I sent him that message on facebook, I just wanted to remind him that I still miss you, and it's not so easy for me to go on with my life, like he has.